Monday, October 26, 2015

Such a great week....

So yeah! Transfers! We have our third companion Sister Fly and she is
from Virginia, and she came out with Hna Burke so they're the same age
in the mission. And she's really awesome and just what we needed and
what the area needed. The best part is that me and her team up and
tease Hermana Burke hahaha, we need to be more Christlike....

So, we taught Carlos twice this week and we're phasing into more
lesson and less talk which is awesome. He has some really good
questions and has been reading, but apparently looking up stuff online
too....so we're going to have to talk about that soon before he comes
across something bad. Curse the internet and all its devilish ways.
But he came to church this sunday!!! On time!!! And stayed for all
three meetings!!!!!!! And was super involved!!!!! He came out of
priesthood and told us he needs to study more. Freak yes. So that was
so cool. Anyway, we had branch council though and our second councilor
talked about Carlos's word of wisdom issues in front of everyone and
that kind of pissed me off. And basically told us we have to be
careful. Psh. It made me mad. Plus I was feeling sick (more to follow
later) and I hate when people bring stuff like that up because if that
gets out 1 Carlos might feel bad or something who knows and drop us,
or 2 if our members bring stuff like that up all the time(which they
kind of do) and President hears about it enough, he might switch our
area. Everyone was surprised when he put the sisters in the ghetto
half of the area haha, and all the members are like you go there????
Yep, at night time especially. But don't worry-we aren't stupid about
it, it's just I know we're safe, and it's not like I don't have the
Holy Ghost to tell me what's up. ALSO AWESOME. Carlos knows one of our
members!! The lawyer guy!! So cool!! He said he had no idea he was
Mormon (ouch haha good one) but yeah, it was so cool, he came into the
chapel, sat down with us, and then got up and started talking to this
hermano and it was so awesome.

Anyway, so backing it up. We switched apartments wednesday? because
ours was too small, so that's nice. But super annoying because the APs
were super slow about authorizing it and letting us be sane. But it's
okay, they can repent hahaha.

Thursday....thursday. Busy day, and then our branch mission leaders's
wife had her husband call us to ask why we hadn't called to confirm
dinner. Well, because we didn't have you for dinner, we had hna
Aurelia. But to try and avoid hurting feelings, we just sent the
elders to eat with Aurelia, and we switched a ton of our plans around
to eat at our branch mission leaders home. It's cool. That day we had
also had zone lunch at sushi house buffet after district meeting. Then
we ate dinner with these people, and it was mole, and honestly it was
the best mole I've ever had. The best, and the last. Then that night,
we took the other sisters to fro yo, and their bishop was there, and
so he paid for us-so nice! Even though I'm pretty sure he was just
trying to buy his forgiveness because he made them cry once, I was
nice to him, and then I realized who he was, and I was still really
nice :) go me. I just have to work on sincere charity hahaha.

Came home, planned, went to bed. Friday-comos woke up feeling sick, I
was fine, did some crunches, leg work outs, all good. Come
companionship study though, I died. The picture is not in anyway
dramatized, that's how I felt and looked. Huge headache, light hurt my
eyes, and I felt like I was going to throw up. And I did, like 5 hours
later. Then I slept, then our neighbors thought it was okay to smoke
some weed, so Hermana Burke sprayed our air freshener to try and take
away the weed smell, but instead, it just mixed into something worse,
and I threw up again. Thanks Hermana Burke <3 (she was feeling sick
too though, so I feel no need for revenge). But I never really felt
better after that second time, and we called the STLs over and they
brought me stouffers mac and cheese at my request (thank the lord I am
in a state side mission close to large chain grocery stores) (never
thought I's be saying that hahaha) and so I ate a bit of that. Some
saltine crackers. Eh, life was okay. But I still felt super sick. And
i wanted a blessing, but I had to call President Jardine to get it
authorized so to speak, and when he called us back (because he didn't
answer!!!) I answered the phone hey president, it's sister mccloud,
and I think he asked me why I answered the phone like that. I don't
know?? I'm sick, I do what I want, what was wrong with it?? Whatever.
Then he asked me how our trio was doing and if we were working. What
is this??? No, I'm hecka sick, so the two of them just went out. And
we're always working, we have always been working. Needless to say I
was just more upset/confused after that phone call. And I called
hermano Perez, no answer SADNESS. then I called President Hirst no
answer SO SAD. I really didn't want to call our branch mission leader
even though he lives super close by because it was all his fault in
the first place. Not really, maybe not, but probably-I can't tell. I'm
still bitter. But then we called Hermana Perez, and she answered!!!!
So then they came!!!!! Yayyy!!!! I was so happy to see them. I love
them so much. And Hermano gave me such a good blessing, so good. I got
a little chastised haha, I was told I have to ask God for help more
often, and that this trial was just one of the many on my mission that
I'd knew I'd have. So yep. It was so good though. I love them so much.
It was so good to see them right then. Hermano told me everything
would be okay, and I just love them.
Saturday was a lot of headaches and wanting to puke but not puking,
and we went out for a while, but being in the car was not fun, riding
or driving, so we did some exchanges so I could nap at home and they
went out (trio perks) and it was good. Lots of popsicles and saltine
crackers and naps.
Sunday night we ate at the Perez, and I ate serviche, which I should
have known better, but I was feeling good, but then I died again. I
sort of napped on their couch while Hermana set up our dinner
calendar, and I took some pain pills, but they didn't help at all.
Didn't really join in on the spiritual thought haha, then we went to
our stake meeting and kind of died in there. It was hot, and it felt
like an elephant was stepping on my head. Lame, but it was good. Came
home and slept. The nurse called and she held true to her
recommendation that ibuprofen really can fix everything.
I hate food, I think I'll be anorexic because it never makes me feel
good. Except stouffers ;)
Life is good!!!! Siga adelante!!! Hopefully pday I'll finish up
whatever this is and I'll be good for this week. Companions are so
nice. So are STLs and members. I love the Perez so much.
Jasmine came to church!! Yay!! And we'll be singing with her and the
yw next Sunday :)

I'm excited for my birthday, the Perez signed up, but I'll have to
invite Leslie so she can get me back. I am so excited. So soon.
Halloween we have a training on the sabbath day. Haha, kinda funny.
But it'll be good.

Anyway, here are some pictures. Love you all!!!!!!!
Hermana McCloud






             
                    The Mole and the morning after hahaha.

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Transfer 3 in Elk Grove!!!! :D



So this week. Not a lot of people were home, but we did okay.
Carlos came to our branch Halloween party! And he made salsa for the
salsa competition. We were going to make it with him and then go, but
when we got there, his roommate's girlfriend (curse you Tara!!) had
gone to work, so we couldn't go in. So sad. So he made salsa really
fast and we talked to his roommate Vladi. Alsoo!! Hahaha so before
(this was friday) maybe on tuesday? Or monday? Haha we went and that's
when we met Tara and hung out with Vladi for a while, and we went in,
sat on the couch, tried not to look at the tattoo show they were
watching haha and they were drinking, and Vladi was all "can I get you
something to drink? Beer? Bloody mary? Enchilada? Oh, an enchilada is
like a bloody mary but it's beer and v8 juice, it's really good, we
have vodka, you guys don't want anything?" It was hilarious, and we
said no, we don't drink haha but thanks, and he tried to offer us
juice or water and he said he would keep offering us enchiladas until
we tried them. Hahaha poor Vladi. Just wait till we teach you about la
palabra de sabidura. It was hilarious. Never have I been offered so
much. Anyway, but Vladi's really cool, we're going to try and teach
him, and maybe Tara, she seemed to have some knowledge about
stuff-tattoos came up because of the tv show, and she said something
about how our bodies were temples. What?? Psh, as she drinks her beer.
It was cool to get to know them better.



Ana Gonzales failed her test for part of her nursing program...so
that's really sad, and a big loss of money and invested time, but she
said she just didn't have time to join a church right now, but if she
did, it would be our church, so maybe now since she'll have time
she'll join our church :) she's so cool. She loves us. She always
talks and then stops herself and asks us to share a message,
interrupts, then pauses and let's us continue, haahha. She's so cool.
Her husband was an investigator the elders taught a long time ago,
but they pressured him a little, and he backed away from a baptismal
date, and now he's cool with us, and he even gave us tacos a couple
weeks back haha. Hopefully we'll get them moving.

Ana (other Ana) went to Hawaii and she got back the 17 and we visited
her on Sunday and she brought us tasty macadamia chocolates and little
bracelets :) she's so nice. We have an appointment with them tonight,
so hopefully Pedro will be there and we can teach the kids too.

Stake Conference this Sunday and Saturday was good. I like our stake
presidency, they're really cool. Oohhh hahaha earlier on saturday
before the priesthood leadership session we went into the church to
look up an address, I pulled up in the parking lot, missionary style,
parking sideways through 3/4 spaces. And we came out and a member
laughed and said nice job, and then guess who walked up? President
Jardine. He walks up, and he asks who parked like that? And Hna Burke
says nothing-I had done it, but she really left me out in the cold
haha, so I explained yeah we just pulled up really fast, it's so
convenient, we can just pull out and I don't have to wait to for her
to back me up, we're just leaving. And he was like oh good, the
parking lot will be full soon, and then he walked off and shouted he
loved us. AHH. I was terrified. Hahaha President is all giant and
scary and asks "who parked that car" I thought he was going to ask for
the keys right then hahaha. But it was fine. In Stake Conference when
he spoke he just said to all the missionaries "we love you so much" so
that was nice, shoutout to us in stake conference :)

So yeah, and then transfers saturday night, our District Leader is
leaving :( and he went to go be a zone leader again where our past DL
went to be a zone leader -in Folsom. So that was funny. All our DLs
turn into Zone Leaders haha no big deal. I always take credit for
those. Hahaha just kidding. But it was kind of funny. There aren't
that many changes in the zone this transfer, so that's cool. But Elder
Ortega got transferred out so that's really sad, it was so handy to
have a native speaker in the branch, all the members loved him and he
was hilarious. And now soccer on pday won't be as much fun either. Ahh
so sad, it feels like our little brother got taken away from us. He
had us sign his soccer jersey though. And he said he only wanted the
really cool missionaries to sign it. He was really sad to go. But
Elder Bingham will be training! Yay for him! So it's like we will be
training. Hahahaha. Just kidding just kidding, he will actually do a
really great job. He's a great missionary. It'll be sweet.

And now we are in a trio! Hermana Fly came to join us. I was super
surprised that Sis Burke and I are staying together for another
transfer. Also, she and Hermana Fly have the same amount of time left,
just 2 transfers, counting this one starting now. So hopefully that
means that we'll all stay together for another two transfers, I'll
kill them both, and have to stay for at least one more when they send
me a new comp. thwt is my master plan. And prayer is all about God
changing and aligning his will with ours so I've been praying about it
a lot. Hahaha. Hilarious, but that would really be so awesome.

But I will be here for my birthday so that's the best thing ever.
Leslie is going to smash my face in a cake. I cannot wait. I am so
excited. (Elder Ortega said he was really sad to be missing that too
hahaha, I'll get someone to email him pictures.)

Anyway, life is good. No one is on date, but hopefully we can get
Carlos to say yes to being baptized on my birthday. Carlos, all I want
for my birthday is your remission of sins, is that too much to ask?

All our investigators love us. Haha, and the members. Life is good,
now we just have to dunk 'em.

This took so long, my thumbs hurt. I love you all!!!!!!

Love Hermana McCloud







The baby pit bull that followed us around for a while when we were out walking.
Isn't this fantastic? Their church has two storeys!!!




Monday, October 12, 2015

Faith to Become

Oh my gosh!!! Everything is happening!! Haha so the picture is from a
member in an English ward who's house we did service at. Her husband
is German, you should be friends with them.





So this week:

Tuesday Elder Schlee our district leader asked me to give a 20 minute
training on the Faith to Become, and I said I'd do it, because it
seemed exciting and who says No, not me. But wow, was I freaking for
those two days in between. But it went really well. Thursday came
around and by the time we got to the church I felt like it was just in
God's hands haha I did all I could, and it went really well and
everyone talked and it just flowed!! Yeah spirit!! It was cool.

We had another awesome Talk with Jasmine and she really is so strong
and wonderful, and she teaches us. I have a much better perspective on
missionaries and converts.

Sorry this is so short, ran out of time haha. I love you all. Doctrine
and Covenants is where it's at. I love you all, sorry this is lame.
Hey here are my notes from the training :) they might be cool:

The Faith to Become- respond to His expectation that we become as He is.
How, then, could we be content with anything short of exaltation if we
know that exaltation is possible?
Having the desire to do what is right is not enough if we do not make
sure to understand what our Father expects from us and wants us to do.

In the story of Alice in Wonderland, Alice does not know which way to
go, so she asks the Cheshire Cat, "Would you tell me, please, which
way I ought to go from here?"

The cat replies, "That depends a good deal on where you want to get to."
Alice says, "I don't much care where."
"Then it doesn't matter which way you go," says the cat.

Elder Jorge F Zeballos 70


Alma's call for us to desire to believe and to "give place" in our
hearts for the Savior's words reminds us that belief and faith require
our personal choice and action. We must "awake and arouse [our]
faculties." We ask before it is given unto us; we seek before we find;
we knock before it is opened unto us. We are then given this promise:
"For every one that asketh, receiveth; and he that seeketh, findeth;
and to him that knocketh, it shall be opened."

Alma 32:27
27 But behold, if ye will awake and arouse your faculties, even to an
experiment upon my words, and exercise a particle of faith, yea, even
if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you,
even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion
of my words.

James 2:17 Even so faith, if it hath not works, is dead, being alone.

Belief and testimony and faith are not passive principles. They do not
just happen to us. Belief is something we choose--we hope for it, we
work for it, and we sacrifice for it.

From Elder Clayton, Choose to Believe 70

Mosiah 5:1-4, 7
1 And now, it came to pass that when king Benjamin had thus spoken to
his people, he sent among them, desiring to know of his people if they
believed the words which he had spoken unto them.

2 And they all cried with one voice, saying: Yea, we believe all the
words which thou hast spoken unto us; and also, we know of their
surety and truth, because of the Spirit of the Lord Omnipotent, which
has wrought a mighty change in us, or in our hearts, that we have no
more disposition to do evil, but to do good continually.

3 And we, ourselves, also, through the infinite goodness of God, and
the manifestations of his Spirit, have great views of that which is to
come; and were it expedient, we could prophesy of all things.

(We must have a vision of what is possible, this comes through
personal study of the scriptures and recognizing what we need, faith &
humility,"Thus, the sources that allow us to learn our duty are the
words of Christ that we receive through ancient and modern prophets
and the personal revelation that we receive through the Holy Ghost.")

4 And it is the faith which we have had on the things which our king
has spoken unto us that has brought us to this great knowledge,
whereby we do rejoice with such exceedingly great joy.

7 And now, because of the covenant which ye have made ye shall be
called the children of Christ, his sons, and his daughters; for
behold, this day he hath spiritually begotten you; for ye say that
your hearts are changed through faith on his name; therefore, ye are
born of him and have become his sons and his daughters

A powerful expression of that love is what the scriptures often call
the grace of God--the divine assistance and endowment of strength by
which we grow from the flawed and limited beings we are now into
exalted beings of "truth and light, until [we are] glorified in truth
and [know] all things."

From Elder Uchtdorf 12

Ether 12:27
27 And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I
give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is
sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they
humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make
weak things become strong unto them.

Humility is a sign of Spiritual Strength.

Let us press forward by learning our duty, making correct decisions,
acting according to those decisions, and accepting the will of our
Father.

How grateful and happy I am for the decision that my father let me
make 47 years ago. Over time, I have come to understand that the
condition he gave me--to be responsible for that decision--meant being
responsible to my Heavenly Father and seeking my own salvation and
that of my fellowmen, thereby becoming more as my Father expects and
wants me to become. On this very special day, I testify that God our
Father and His Beloved Son live. In the name of Jesus Christ, amen.

If You Will Be Responsible. Jorge F Zeballos 70

Hebrews 11 Chapter Heading

D&C 88:63-64
63 Draw near unto me and I will draw near unto you; seek me diligently
and ye shall find me; ask, and ye shall receive; knock, and it shall
be opened unto you.

64 Whatsoever ye ask the Father in my name it shall be given unto you,
that is expedient for you

D&C 103:31
31 Behold this is my will; ask and ye shall receive; but men do not
always do my will.

 36 All victory and glory is brought to pass unto you through your
diligence, faithfulness, and prayers of faith.

Hebrews 11:22-23
22 Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith,
having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and our bodies
washed with pure water.

23 Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering; (for
he is faithful that promised;)

Hebrews 11:35-39
35 Cast not away therefore your confidence, which hath great
recompence of reward.

36 For ye have need of patience, that, after ye have done the will of
God, ye might receive the promise.

37 For yet a little while, and he that shall come will come, and will not tarry.

38 Now the just shall live by faith: but if any man draw back, my soul
shall have no pleasure in him.

39 But we are not of them who draw back unto perdition; but of them
that believe to the saving of the soul.

Bible Dictionary on Faith: The Lord has revealed Himself and His
perfect character, possessing in their fulness all the attributes of
love, knowledge, justice, mercy, unchangeableness, power, and every
other needful thing, so as to enable the mind of man to place
confidence in Him without reservation.

We cannot doubt, we cannot fear or hold back. Faith is the saving of
the soul whereas fear is the losing of the soul. Believe in the
Atonement and progression of all things, or be afraid, doubt the
atonement, question doctrine, and digress into perdition.

Mosiah 3:19
19 For the natural man is an enemy to God, and has been from the fall
of Adam, and will be, forever and ever, unless he yields to the
enticings of the Holy Spirit, and putteth off the natural man and
becometh a saint through the atonement of Christ the Lord, and
becometh as a child, submissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love,
willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict
upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father.

Mosiah 4:11-12
11 And again I say unto you as I have said before, that as ye have
come to the knowledge of the glory of God, or if ye have known of his
goodness and have tasted of his love, and have received a remission of
your sins, which causeth such exceedingly great joy in your souls,
even so I would that ye should remember, and always retain in
remembrance, the greatness of God, and your own nothingness, and his
goodness and long-suffering towards you, unworthy creatures, and
humble yourselves even in the depths of humility, calling on the name
of the Lord daily, and standing steadfastly in the faith of that which
is to come, which was spoken by the mouth of the angel.

12 And behold, I say unto you that if ye do this ye shall always
rejoice, and be filled with the love of God, and always retain a
remission of your sins; and ye shall grow in the knowledge of the
glory of him that created you, or in the knowledge of that which is
just and true.

Monday, October 5, 2015

GOD IS LOVE


 
 
Hey Fam!! So this week rocked because it was conference and we had zone training. So it was raining revelation. Hallelujah!!  
We also got to talk with Jasmine and it was so amazing. That girl is crazy and I can't believe she hasn't given up yet. So we sent her to try the YSA branch because she really can't handle the family branch right now, and there is some stuff that went down with her aunt (who is in our branch) and her parents, and she is tired of going to church alone and being surrounded by families, so she tried out the YSA and ended up leaving early and she told us what happened and basically I kinda wanna speak to that bishop. Basically after speaking with him she decided to just leave the church and give up, but we texted her and she said she felt prompted to reply and so she kept in touch with us and she says we're the only reason she hasn't decided to be done. She hasn't come to church since then, but she said she's going to try out the Wilton ward with another convert her age she kind of knows at school. Thank goodness. The girl's parents are inactive members but she goes by herself sometimes and really likes that ward, so she goes when she can. It was crazy. Jasmine is just so close to the edge and since we're her only good ties it's kind of a lot of pressure to say and do the right things. My companion did really well at that, Jasmine said she goes running a lot to deal with problems and I was going to ask her about praying and reading because I don't know, those things help, but my companion was like hey that's good, keep doing that. And I was like uh okay. But then later she said that's why she likes us so much, that we aren't robot missionaries and give fakey answers. It was cool, she's so nice. She said she doesn't know why we haven't baptized 200 people yet because she can feel the spirit so much when she's with us. Made us cry. Haha. But the one part that was the coolest (I thought #humble) was when I said some stuff about God trusting her, and us trusting her and that she can take her time, and if it means not coming now, it's okay, because we know she won't ever leave. It was crazy, it was like I had no idea what I was saying and when I was saying that the spirit filled the chapel, it was way cool. She is so special, Satan is working so hard to try and get her off the path right now because he knows how powerful she'll be in the kingdom. Freaking mad at that bishop, I don't know who he thinks he is. Speaking of me being mad at bishops. My other sisters- like sister missionaries -were at dinner at their bishops house, and he ripped apart their spiritual thought and made one of them cry. Freaking. Who is he???? They have a name tag, not you mr all knowing bishop guess what's in my head. What a jerk. Who does that?? It made me so mad. It makes me really appreciate our branch president and how awesome he is and loving and not a wench. 

Ah well. Conference was so amazing, I feel like I have a do to list, which is good, it's nice to have specific things to work on. Zone training was all about harvesting. We have a mission goal of 711 baptisms, and we only have 300. Sooo it's harvest time. Time to reap. Zone training was about preach my gospel, faith, obedience, and that we are here to harvest, not to plant and water. It was motivating. I JUST LOVE CONFERENCE SO MUCH. ALL THE TALKS WERE SO GOOD.

Carlos came to the baptism but he didn't come to conference this weekend. We had a member present lesson with him, and it went okay, it was with Hno Perez who we love, but it just wasn't very smooth, but he's been texting us and keeping in touch really well so that's a good sign. 

Correlation this week was so good. I love our mission leader, he made us abuelita haha, so he must care for real now. But he is really encouraging, and he was super successful on his mission and tells us awesome stories which motivate us. I want to be like him. Hahaha, he had a family ask to be taught by him and he turned them down because he was too busy teaching other families he had to baptize, he'd offered before and they'd always turned him down. The members threw him 3 farewell parties when he left. He had 17 baptisms in one month. Granted they all only had to come to church once before being baptized but still. So cool. He's cool. 

Pues, everyone go home and keep the sabbath day holy, pay tithing, follow the prophet, listen to the holy ghost, etc etc hahaha the gospel is awesome. Those new apostles are awesome. I love them so much already. SPIRIT. 

I AM SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS. AND MY BIRTHDAY. AND HALLOWEEN. I LOVE YOU ALL. THE CHURCH IS TRUE. 




Monday, September 28, 2015

You've got a lot of heart

Hey!! Yeah the sugar fast is hard because everything in our house has
sugar in it because sugar is in all pre packaged foods. Do you have
any better ideas? Like any good cleanses or magic pills/drugs?
Hahahaha. But a cleanse would be nice. I only heard Uchtdorf's talk
and it was so good!!! I took 20 dollars out of my account today, just
fyi, and hopefully our c ars will be refilled fornext week. And we're
good for dinners. I'm excited for Carlos, he's basically golden,
except he drinks. Haha but we should be able to get him through that
pretty well. How are you?? Things are cooling off here I think, which
I am super glad about. We think that they're going to extend the girls
to 2 years or cut everyone down to 18 months. I just feel like there's
going to be something exciting happening, but maybe I'm just getting
caught up in the new apostle spirit buzz in the air hahaha. But the
mission kind of feels like that too, it's because it's so young. They
keep on saying everyone will be training, but more English elders just
keep coming in hahah and obvs I won't be training any of them hahahaha.
Sister Burke likes bagpipes and so I've been listening to some good
old Scottish stuff :) I miss you!! Sometimes I think I miss you a ton,
and I get excited for Christmas, but then someone like Hermana Perez
comes along and plays with my hair so it's all good :) I am going to
cook you so much real Mexican food when I get home hahahaha. Can you
believe how long I've been out? It's crazy how fast time goes, all
ready on my second conference!! I love revelation!!!! I got your
letter today too!!! Thank you so much for writing!! You're fine,
Sister Burke doesn't get that much mail, sometimes I feel bad, but
it's okay, they send her giant packages haha, if we're together for
Halloween can you send some stuff for both of us? It's the best when
you can share (I do share anyway of course haha all those gummies
hahaha) I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!! Tell everyone hi for me!!!!! I can't
believe Mary is getting married already!!! Isn't it so weird that's
what happens after people come home? Don't worry they're extending me
to 2 years so it'll be fine. I'm moving my records to the Sac 10
Branch hahahaha. If you wanna stalk some roads we're always down on
Waterman, Vintage Park, Calvine, Bond, Elk Grove Florin, they're all
in Elk orove. It's an ok place, I just love the people. Wilton is
awesome though, that's where my branch president lives. He rocks. He's
taking us iut to eat tomorrow at 8 haha, we'll be home at like 10 with
drive time hahaha

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

Entrevistas

Wow so this week was interviews and so it was probably one of the best weeks I've had on the mission. I love President Jardine so much. So much. He is like my personal prophet. Our interview was so good. My interview haha. We talked about the Atonement and being a disciple in Christ, and how I need to forgive myself. President also gave me some council which I think has changed my life. He said "Every time you look back, or look behind you, you let Satan control your future." Wow. Then we had a talk about the Armor of God and how the Atonement is about looking forward with hope. He told me that Godly Sorrow is in every fiber of the gospel, but that guilt never has been and never will be part of the gospel. Wow. So cool. He also silenced two phone calls...both of which I'm pretty sure were from the office of the first presidency who he was supposed to call at 12. Oops. Sorry President, but if they were calling to make you the new apostle I'm glad you missed it because you aren't allowed to leave. Hahaha I love him so much. Plus he's not black, asian, or Mexican so he can't be the new apostle. That's what I'm guessing haha. 

In district meeting we talked about accepting the Atonement and keeping the gospel simple, because that's how it really is. And we did roleplays of just saying one sentence of doctrine. Like "God loves you and wants you to be happy."  "Christ has paid for your sins" "Living Christ's Gospel gives you peace in this life and eternal joy" "Jesus understands perfectly everything you have ever experienced." It was crazy spiritual. I mean for the sisters at least. Not to hate on the elders, but they were laughing haha, in the mean time it was like super spirit in the sister corner and I cried and Sister Barfuss and Sister Diamond both teared up a little. It was awesome. It was straight spirit testifying to spirit, because there was nothing else in the way for the spirit to work around or to not testify of haha. It was so cool. Sister Burke and I are going to look for opportunities to use that kind of simple testifying in lessons and contacting. Also our DL showed us a video from the 12 step addiction program and it was Sooo Good!!! Everyone go watch those!!! What we took away from it was the question "will you let me take this?" Which is what Christ asks us all the time and we never quite give it all or let him take it from us, it's crazy how simple the gospel of Jesus Christ is and we over complicate it to try and understand how someone could love us so much. We're imperfect and we can't comprehend how someone could love us so perfectly, so we hold back. I love the Atonement.

AND a friend of our member got baptized this Sunday-the elders taught him- and Carlos Pilar came!!!!! YAAAYYY HE IS SO COOL!!!!! And Hermano Perez took him under his wing and it was the best thing ever, I love that family. I am inviting them to my wedding. Anyway, Carlos liked the baptism and then he stayed for the dinner afterwards and it was so awesome, the members really opened to him and made him feel comfortable and it was the best. He said he would come to general conference too!!!!!! YAY FOR THE SPIRIT!!!!Â

I LOVE THE MISSION I LOVE THE GOSPEL I LOVE THE ATONEMENT I LOVE THE SACRAMENT I LOVE THE BOOK OF MORMON AMEN Y AMEN. 



Monday, September 21, 2015

This is a little vent-y, but hey, thanks for listening :)

So this week we had exchanges and they were awesome. Sister Diamond who is an English sister I lived with in Rancho is my STL here now and it makes me so happy. She is awesome. Our exchanges were awesome, basically we stayed at home and talked. Hahaha just kidding. We talked a lot in the car because their area is a whole stake and so we had lots of drive time. It was so good though. And we taught a lesson to one of their investigators who is on date, and who would have thought, but the sisters felt they needed to teach the law of chastity, and this kid was already living it!! Yeah!!!! He said yeah I've been living that way for 2 years. Go him!!! His name is Ryan. And he is on date for October 10? Or something like that. Haha, I don't know the date anymore, ever. I stick with days. Like today's when we go to church right? Yeah so tomorrow is the day we clean the apartment. It's already the day we do weekly planning? Where did all those days go? Hahaha. Anyway. Time is weird. It just sneaks on by all the time.

Anyway, exchanges were so good, teaching Ryan was so awesome. English is weird, but it was still really good. And Sister Diamond is just the best at sincere compliments. So that was really nice hahaha. Then we went to her leadership zone meeting, and that was really cool, even though I wasn't a leader I got to go and they actually included me, and it was cool. It's like branch council for the zone haha. I'm glad they have those meetings, I sympathize a little more with leaders now and I like to think I'm a little ehh like nicer or better behaved, more open to their suggestions. But I still think our new zone leader is trying too hard and it kinda bugs me. But hey, at least he's trying rather than not trying. It's just his thing is like this zone needs to have FUN!! And I'm like oh excuse me, I wasn't having fun last transfer or ever? I've been doing it wrong this whole time? Oh please enlighten me. Please look way too into which sports we play as a zone on pday.  ALSO, if I sit next to an elder in district meeting don't awkwardly ask the elder to move like a minute later. Don't make something out of Nothing. I promise, zero feelings involved except for the feeling of "there is an open chair and I feel like sitting in it because it's closest."  I don't have time for elders. I promise. They are Elders, that should explain everything of what I meant when I said I don't have time for elders. Plus so many of them just seem like sensitive and stuff. Please no, sisters are drama enough as it is. Suck it up and love your companion, end of story :) 

So anyway, I love my zone, I have so much fun. I love it so much I go to every zone morning glory and I have so much fun. Also I probably need to work on loving all the missionaries in my zone and not getting offended by someone telling me to have fun. Also the ysa sisters told Jasmine she couldn't come to ysa since she's basically inactive in our spanish branch now, and that made me wicked mad. This girl doesn't need anymore rejection and in the manuals I read it says ysa just needs to be 18-30 it doesn't say anything about being graduated already or not. She's going to graduate this year, make an exception to your silly rule. Ahhhh. Whatever. It's cool. Life is good, I just wish the YSA sisters would have let us tell Jasmine or not told her right away the day she finally decided to come back to church. But it's cool man, it's cool. 

No one is super progressing, but we have people to see so that's good. Interviews are coming up-YAYYY. And the elders are finally baptizing Jose next Sunday so I am super pumped for that.

Love you all!!!


Sis Burke's family sent us a ton of food which was really nice and thoughtful but I feel like if I eat it I'll become a real Mexican and get Diabetes!


And just the sheriff telling everyone to not wash their car to save water with his bumper sticker haha